Never Enough

Today is one of those days where I took the time to organize, to create systems that help me be more efficient.

But in the end, it feels like it's never enough. Sometimes I'm too hard on myself.

Sometimes I don't know if I'm in the right place. Sometimes I feel alone because very few people understand me. And sometimes I wonder if I should move somewhere else.

Today is one of those days where I think about that.

But I also think about how lucky I am to have this vision. This drive to want to do more. It's something I'm grateful for in myself. And that's a complicated thing to say.

I think one of the biggest challenges I have right now is figuring out what the next step should be to grow. Should I build something on my own? Which is an idea I love. Or should I work with a team that's already doing things like this?

I've never had the opportunity to work at a super global company, with more people. I'd like to know what that's like.

It's complicated. But not impossible.